I am on the way making it to the national capital region... And just after looking at the date, i checked BITS Pilani website to see if i got the admission or not... Don't know if I am fortunate enough or not yet but I was offered provisional admission into Master's degree at BITS Pilani-Pilani Campus... Before the same I had some other results which I felt some of them went against me... Actually I must be very thank ful to two people, one of whom suggested me the idea of doing MBA, convinced me about my capabilities and the other who prepared thouself for preparing me for the exam... Also I must be oweful to another two people, one of whom was my host at all the time and the other who made me stong by criticism and many thimgs... My first result was into waitlist at Young India Fellowship... Thanks to potti for letting me know about the programme but couldn't make it to the final admission since its impossible to convert the waitlist into admission in YIF... My second result was of a doctoral programme at IIM Raipur... Though it was one of the best interview I ever faced, I knew I won't be able to make it to admisson since they openly told me that there is no good scope for research in India in the topic I chose... Third result was of one more doctoral programme at IIM Ranchi... And evem for this, I knew I am not going to making it to the admission since they said they don't have proper professors to guide me... Next result, also the only hope of making it to IIM is of the result of PGDHRM at IIM Ranchi... Had to wait for about 2 Months for the result and finally I was again placed in waitlist... Though almost all the results which were declared till now were not against my performance, I feel I had missed out opportunities that were in my hands... And today, as its time to feel a bit happy for the result, there are no one with me to share my happiness... Have been travelling for the past 10 days continuously just to forget my loneliness and stare at something new... buti couldn't make it happen... Not exactly I'm happy with my position, not exactly I miss some one, not exactly am sad... like a bag having mixture of every feeling, moving in d search of destiny... Though I couldn't make it to the IIM, which I promised to one, I was successful in getting into one of the premier institutes of repute... Hope u read this and feel happy with my performance...
