It was 4 AM on 14 jan, 2014 and I just couldn't sleep anymore. As it was raining since previous night though not so heavy, it was a bit wet n very cool outside. Even then I got out of the home and started to move the trees n wood to a place to burn n by the time I finished it, all the family members woke up and somehow the celebrations on a lohri day started. Though every one were enjoying in their own style, I really donot know why am I unable to enjoy myself in the party. I was so eager and curious about my CAT result. Though am smiling, I knew I'm not so comfortable with that. As the clock is getting nearer to 9 AM, I just started to look for the result but the server was so busy and I'm unable to get my result. After a good long struggle, I'm able to get through to the result's page at around 9:40AM and I'm really elated to see my result. It was 94.48 percentile. I was just surprised after looking at it and told the same to my mom, dad and other relatives who were present at my home for festival. Mom was a bit happy but not the rest. Even mom felt that I'm going to leave her to study. All my happiness went in vain just after that moment. I'm not even able to share that with the closest thinking that even they will feel the same. And till today I didn't let anyone know the result. I shared very many moments, happy n sad, with the one I always want to be with. But I couldn't do the same this time. Don't know how the time passed by. It was February now and I still couldn't let my close ones know about the result. N today, after the last IIM announced its shortlist for WAT and PI, I feel I can never let anyone know about this result. Happiness of having eyes is only for a moment when u get to know that they bring tears in life. Guess it is the magic of life.
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